Tuesday, December 31, 2019

Favorite Albums of 2019: Top 10




I don't have much to say about this year in music, other than it was good. A lot of good coming from a lot of places.

I'm unsure if I have the energy to keep making lists like this after this year. I'm not even sure how or if I'll tackle a decade list in a similar way. I do enjoy putting my thoughts into words and coming back to them down the road. Music being such a big part of who I am, it's always a good landmark to where I was that year. In the very least, I think I need a new platform. This blog is so clunky and old (any ideas?). At any rate, I enjoy contemplating why one piece of music fits me better than another, which inevitably leads to lists like this, and I enjoy making them "pretty," as it were. So, with that said....


HERE WE GO. 

First off, the miscellaneousness...
PREVIEW LINKS PROVIDED IN BLUE

FAVORITE SONGS 


FAVORITE CONCERTS OF 2019

1. Riceboy Sleeps  
@ Paramount, Denver, CO
2. Thom Yorke 
@ The Chelsea, Las Vegas, NV
3. Bon Iver w/ Sharon Van Etten 
@ Red Rocks, Denver CO
4. Elton John
@ Vivint, SLC, UT
5. Mogwai 
@ Metro, SLC, UT
6. Low 
@ Velour, Provo, UT
7. Brian Wilson w/ The Zombies 
@ Sandy Amphitheater, Sandy, UT
8. Deerhunter/Washed Out 
@ Ogden Amphitheater, Ogden, UT
9. Stereolab 
@ Metro Music Hall, SLC, UT
10. Stef Chura
@ Kilby Court, SLC, UT
11. Flaming Lips
@ Ogden Amphitheater, Ogden, UT
12. Vampire Weekend w/ Soccer Mommy 
@ The Complex, SLC, UT
13. Goo Goo Dolls 
@Usana, SLC, UT
14. Kali Uchis
@ The Complex, SLC, UT
15. Caroline Rose 
@ The City Library, SLC, UT
16. Molly Burch 
@ Kilby Court, SLC, UT
17. Beach Fossils 
@ The Depot, SLC, UT
18. Sunmi 
@ ShowBox SoDo, Seattle, WA


FAVORITE FILM SCORE
Motherless Brooklyn \\ Daniel Pemberton

Runners Up
Uncut Gems \\ Daniel Lopatin
Ad Astra \\ Max Richter
Marriage Story \\ Randy Newman
Joker \\ Hildur Guðnadóttir
Honey Boy \\ Alex Somers
Midsommar \\ Bobby Krlic

(a lot of goodness in the film world this year)



FAVORITE SOUNDTRACK OF ORIGINAL SONGS
Motherless Brooklyn


FAVORITE E.P.
Some Place Else \\ MorMor

Runners Up
Let's Try the After (Vol. 1) \\ Broken Social Scene
Black Star Dancing \\ Noel Gallagher's High Flying Birds



I've included a rough idea of what to expect from the "genre," but some of this stuff simply refuses to be classified. See for yourself.



10
Keepsake \\ Hatchie
dream pop/rock

A fairly straight forward, but delightfully pretty dream pop record from Australian singer-songwriter Hariette Pilbeam and company. I enjoyed their EP from last year, but this album blew away any expectations I had. Every song feels innocent and nostalgic, and full of a genuine sweetness that's hard to ignore. Like listening to an album your kid sister made or something.


9
 Ribbons \\ Bibio
folk/electronic/rock

English musician Stephen Wilkinson was easily one of the most consistently pleasant artists this decade. Because he doesn't tour as Bibio, he likely has a lot of time on his hands with which to pump out album after album (and EP after EP) of genre bending goodness. He's covered everything from folk, dance, electronic, and pop, to funk, rock, and ambient. Which brings us full circle to Ribbons: A lovely and sometimes haunting collection of folk(ish) ditties inspired by the English countryside. Like most Bibio albums, it plays out very visually, as if the soundtrack to an old photo album. Often serene and sometimes melancholy, Ribbons ends a very prolific decade with dignified benediction.






8
 UFOF \\ Big Thief
folk/rock

About 2 minutes and 54 seconds into the album, singer/songwriter Adrianne Lenker releases a primal howl, her guitar screeching close behind. It's a sound never heard again throughout UFOF's run time, but it's a dramatic exclamation point on a haunted opener, and a ghost that lingers for the rest of the album. That restless unease floats amidst the beauty here and always had me on edge as I listened, as if waiting for something to break. Lenker sings of family, love, and anger with a natural poetic delicacy carried along by simple but effective melody, letting the emotion do most of the heavy lifting. It's a delicacy I somewhat missed on their second album of the year, Two Hands. Perhaps I need to revisit that one. In any case, UFOF is a masterwork that adds some much needed spice into the genre.



7
 i,i \\ Bon Iver
rock/electronic/folk

I've seen a lot of people lament the direction Justin Vernon has taken with Bon Iver over the last few years, which I sometimes find humorous as it occurs to me that I appreciate the project now more than ever. Seeing them live at Red Rocks certainly helped, of course. But so did this relatively (by Vernon's standards) down-to-Earth collection of folktronic gospel tunes. Vernon has always been a willing collaborator, but i,i finds the artist bringing the collabs to him, and producing some oh-so-shiny gems in the process. His insistence on sonic exploration and a new found optimism make this an inspiring and worthy entry into his impressive catalog.




6
 Anima \\ Thom Yorke
electronic

Thom has had a rough decade, and it's shown in the tunes. Radiohead's 2016 album A Moon Shaped Pool was one of the saddest in a career of sad albums as multiple tragedies fell upon members of the band, including Thom separating from the mother of his children who then died not long after. While Anima doesn't bring much good news, it does find Thom reaching for answers to the personal and cultural tragedies he's been witnessing, and spinning some of his very best solo work in the process. Whether he's coming to terms with loss on the tender "Dawn Chorus," or cursing the "goddamn machinery" on "The Axe," Thom always seems to be right instep with what I'm feeling. Guess that's why he's muh favorite. Be sure to check out the Anima short film on Netflix. It's essential.

Also, I made him laugh at a concert in Vegas. That was pretty choice.

  


5
 The Practice of Love \\ Jenny Hval
experimental pop

The title track of The Practice of Love focuses on spoken word poetry about love and a conversation contemplating one's place in the world, specifically when one is a thirty-something without children. I happen to be a thirty-something without children. So even though there's not much going on in that track, I felt it. It sort of feels like the centerpiece of the album, even though it's pretty uneventful. Surrounding it are similar meditations on life, love, nature, sexuality...what it means to be human. Only they're on top of beautifully structured "pop" tunes reminiscent of Enigma or other early 90's New Wave jams. The Practice of Love ends up being an album of meditation that happens to also slap on occasion. And I dig the hell out of it.





4
 Miss Universe \\ Nilüfer Yanya
rock/pop

I knew nothing of this talented young upstart before Miss Universe dropped, but drop it did. I was instantly blown away by her fully formed sound and confident charisma. And, of course, them guitar chops. The first few songs throw down so convincingly that you think you've got the album figured out, but in between quirky self-help interludes Miss Yanya switches it up and it becomes a genre mash that's somewhat hard to pin down. Relatively typical themes of love and sex abound, with the charm and voice of someone who's been at the game for years. Not bad for a newcomer. I'm really excited to see where she goes from here.




3
 Dark Morph \\ Dark Morph
experimental/ambient/found sound

A lot of artists experimented with sound in interesting ways this year. Matmos made an entire album off of the sampled sounds of plastic, while Holly Herndon created music with the help of AI technology.  Both of those are very curious and interesting listens. But the one that stuck out to me this year was Jonsi and Swedish composer Carl Michael von Hausswolff's Dark Morph project. Wanting to explore the effects of climate change, specifically to ocean life, the duo took to the seas of Fiji to encounter and record humpback whales, shrimp, Fijian bats, and dark morph herons. Then, they did what they do best. The results are a mesmerizing, mysterious, strangely organic, sometimes scary and often beautiful call of the wild. Jonsi's forays into the ambient world have always had an organic, found-sound flavor to them, but Dark Morph puts you right in the middle of a struggling alien ecosystem. The power is in realizing it's basically our back yard.






2
 Titanic Rising \\ Weyes Blood
baroque/dream pop/folk

Natalie Mering has been around for a bit. This is her fourth proper album. But my first sampling of her was a show-stealing guest spot on the 2017 Perfume Genius track "Sides." So, when Titanic Rising came about, I was intrigued. And yet, nothing could have prepared me for this magical journey. At once nostalgic and fresh, Mering channels the ghosts of the 70's and creates a voice all her own in the process. Airtight compositions, angelic vocal harmonies, and enthusiastic hand claps all brilliantly produced to perfection as she sings of love found, love lost, and just making it through the day-to-day in a world that doesn't make those things easy. It's about reaching into the optimism of the past and pushing through the shit of today. It's about welcoming the apocalypse with a hopeful perseverance. Maybe it's about playing hymns as the ship sinks. But it's not about doom. "True love is making a comeback," she sings. And you can tell she truly believes it. Which makes me want to believe it, too.






1
 Fear Inoculum \\ TOOL
metal/progressive rock

In an increasingly impatient world, the rewards of true patience are ever so vital, and oh so glorious. Thus is the power of Tool's Fear Inoculum. An album that asked fans to wait 13 years. An album where each song (not including digital interludes) clocks in at over 10 minutes, the longest being a whopping 15:44. An album that is far from an "easy listen," but that still knocked Taylor Swift off of #1 in its debut, with a CD package that cost $50, and no concert bundles. A superficial victory, for sure (she was back on top the week after), but a humorously symbolic one being an anti-Swift album in so many appropriate ways. It is not meant to be consumed and quickly disposed of like every other plastic thing in this world. It is meant to be absorbed with time and repetition. It's meticulously detailed, and almost deceptively complex. It's some of the most talented musicians on the planet at the top of their game. It's a metal album where the drummer is the shining star. It's spiritual, inquisitive, humble, and a little angry. It is somehow the perfect album for this moment in time and quite the grand finale for the decade. And it was worth the wait.

Favorite Songs of 2019: Top 25


Each song links to a video or stream of it when available. Dig in.


Deep cuts for you nerds: 




"It's human \\ it's our religion \\ No preacher to teach us to love"

Another funky and defiant declaration of righteous love from this sinfully underappreciated English synth pop whiz.


24\\Ghostride\\Crumb

"You wake up when I go down \\ The radio reminds me I'm alive \\ We've been hearing it all night"

Singer/guitarist Lila Ramani effortlessly weaves through her collection of delicate rhymes, it's like she's just having a conversation. Such a smooth, cool ride it is.


23\\Nero Forte\\Slipknot

"You can do your worst to me \\ at the end of the day that's what you do best"

You never quite realize how much you miss some of that "nu-metal" magic until the legends remind you what the good stuff really sounds like. 


22\\Tenderness\\Jay Som

"I'm feeling like we've just begun \\ Nothing's ever good enough \\ Tenderness is all we've got"

Melina Duterte gave us an entire album reminding us why she's a force to be reckoned with, but it's especially hard to deny the nostalgic chill of this one. Don't forget to listen to her break it down on Song Exploder, kids.



21\\Daily Battles \\Thom Yorke w/ Flea"Lock your dreams away \\ and waking up \\ Enough about \\ your broken heart"A "melancholy, jazz-infused piano number by Thom" might sound sort of par for course, but... Thom's voice, damnit! Like a fine wine. And, this one features Flea on trumpet! Also, may be nominated for an Oscar... 


20\\It's In Your Bones\\Bibio

"When they tear the ceiling down \\ and they torch the beams and rafters \\ it's your bones that they will find"

Stephen Wilkinson eerily channels the essence of a long dead Irish ghost on this modern folk tune. It's hard to shake.



19\\So Good\\Bat for Lashes

"And I'm the only one to blame so \\ why does it hurt so good? \\ You don't treat me like you should" 

Natasha Kahn sings of masochism in an unhealthy relationship and creates one of her most infectious tunes yet. It's.... it's.... SO GOOD.



18\\Ura Dardanella\\Dark Morph

"Ura Dardanella" sounds like nature coming to life. Kind of scary, kind of beautiful. Not unlike the rest of Jónsi and Swedish composer and visual artist Carl Michael von Hausswolff's debut as Dark Morph.


17\\Freelance\\Toro y Moi

"I can't tell if I'm hip or getting old \\ I can't hear you \\ Maybe you could change your tone"

Graphic designer turned indie pop genius Chaz Bear sings about/mocks the integrity of an aging artist for hire in an increasingly fickle atmosphere. And it's funkay.


16\\Twist\\Thom Yorke

"The shingle washing my old bones \\ of woe betides and woe begones \\ with just enough love to go 'round"

From my first listen of Thom's juicy third solo album, Anima, this glitchy club goblin immediately stood out. Thom's falsetto, as shiny as ever, sings of being brought back to life to "twisted thorns that grow inside" and a world falling apart. Hard to tell if it's hope or despair, maybe a little of both.


15\\He\\Jai Paul

"Trying to make sense of it \\ it's up to you \\ I can't shake this feeling that I belong here"

JAI PAUL HAS RETURNED. That fact alone is enough to put this song on the map, but the fact that it's a brilliant Phil Collins-meets-Prince spice jam confirms the long held suspicions: Jai Paul is not a fluke and needs to put out a damn album (see Do You Love Her Now for further proof).


14\\Invincible\\TOOL

"Cry aloud \\ bold and proud \\ of where I've been \\ But here I am \\ where I end"

One of the greatest songs on TOOL's long awaited comeback album finds Maynard wondering allowed if they've still got what it takes. Spoiler alert: THEY DO.


13\\Movies\\Weyes Blood"The movies I watched when I was a kid \\ The hopes and dreams don't give credit to the real things""Epic" is a word that gets thrown around way too much, but... here we go. This beauty defies genre. Unless, of course, you consider Enya her own a genre. Which maybe we should, I guess.


12\\iMi\\Bon Iver

"If forgiveness is a chore \\ what you waiting for? \\ We been here before \\ and I can't ignore it anymore"

A bright new morning has been heralded by Justin Vernon with this opener to the most upbeat album of his career. A soulful, electro, country, pop rock collage. I guess?



11\\Curls\\Bibio

"Her hair curls \\ in the damp of the night \\ The scent recalls \\ like a photograph with life"

The sweetness and serenity of this audio Polaroid is almost too much to handle. I don't know how the guy does it, but Bibio proves once again that he can kind of do whatever he wants and spin it into gold, including playing every instrument on the thing himself. More than anything I'm reminded just how poetic he can be in his lyrics. Such a lovely number.



TOP 10 




10\\DO YOU DOUBT ME TRAITOR\\Lingua Ignota

"When all this is ended \\ as cruel as I am \\ remember how I loved you \\ but that nothing, nothing can stand"

This one has a bit of recency bias, as I literally just heard it this week. But I had to rearrange my list as soon as I did. I can't remember the last time a song (or an album for that matter) put grief, trauma, and rage into sound so perfectly. It's an extremely harrowing experience, one that exists on every track of the Gothic opera that is Caligula, the sole purpose of which is to burn down the very existence of the one who scorned her. As a warning, this is not for everyone. You'll believe, or you'll run screaming. But you sure as hell won't forget it.

9\\i love you\\Billie Eilish

"and nothing has to change today \\ you didn't mean to say \\ "I love you" \\ I love you and I don't want to"

I didn't want to like Billie Eilish, even as I listened to her entire debut. As I did, I was surprised by how good she actually is, but it wasn't until this gut punch near the end that I let my guard down. I nearly broke into tears as I sat at my work desk and listened to this remarkably wise-beyond-years description of teenage love. And it's not the cookie-cutter fluff of most pop. It's the ache, the fear, the desperation. I can't help but wonder if young Billie herself even comprehends just how cognizant her words are. But she will one day.



8\\Open Desert\\Big Thief

"Crawling closer to your hand \\ to the poison image \\ Brave surrender \\ Kiss the water"

I can only guess as to the meaning, but there's a sense of witnessing abuse in "Open Desert," whether in someone else or looking from the outside in. Whatever the true meaning, it's powerful imagery, laid over a deceptively light melody. Adrianne Lenker's compositions have a tendency to be both delicate and devastating, and it doesn't get much more delicate and devastating than this.



7\\No One's Easy to Love\\Sharon Van Etten

"Don't look down, my dear \\ Don't be surprised \\ No one's easy to love \\ Don't look back, my dear \\ just say you tried"

I hadn't really listened to Sharon much before this year, but soon as I heard this one I was an immediate fan. Some of my favorite lyrics of the year. Exuding this much swagger and confidence in the face of an ex lover is definitely a feat worth celebrating. And then throwing it over such a relentless and grimey groove? Fuhgettaboutit. This one definitely needs to be turned up.


6\\Secret\\Hatchie

"No, I don't know why \\ I just push the feeling down \\ Baby, can you keep a secret?"

This is the kind of song that gets you crying on your prom date's shoulder. It's the opposite of Billie Eilish's "i love you," for better and worse. Not nearly as emotionally complex, but then again great love songs are often pretty simple. And this one has such an undeniable buildup, it's impossible not to get them feels when Harriette Pilbeam cries "I don't know why, I just push the feeling down." That's when the fireworks erupt, and suddenly it's the best prom ever.


5\\High Alice\\Jenny Hval

"We are high, Alice \\ We all want something better"

I started to notice a theme in the music I was drawn to this year: a lot of it seems to worship nature, even if subconsciously. Or maybe I'm just pulling those themes out subconsciously myself. But on "High Alice," Jenny Hval retells the psychedelic journey of Alice in Wonderland with a focus on the world, specifically the creatures, repeating "We all want something better." And just like the drug induced fairy tale, it's quite a surreal journey. Part of what I love about it is just how much it sounds like old school Enigma. Can't go wrong with early 90's New Age worldbeat, right? We are ALL high, Alice.



4\\Wild Time\\Weyes Blood

"Beauty, a machine that's broken \\ Running on a million people trying \\ Don't cry, it's a wild time to be alive"

Channeling Karen Carpenter and Joni Mitchell in all the right ways, Natalie Mering's painfully beautiful power ballad about trudging through the shit sounds pretty vital. "Let these changes make you more holy and true \\ Otherwise, it just made it complicated for nothing," she sings, and for a moment you almost forget this isn't actually another greatest hit from a one of those legends of the 70's. Remarkably fresh but powerfully old school, "Wild Time" is an instant classic that feels like it's been vital for 40 years.


3\\Kavura\\Dark Morph

Ever wonder what it feels like to slow time down and bask inside the eternity of a single second? This bit of atmospheric ambiance might help. For 6 minutes, anyway. There's not a whole lot to this piece, but the affect is mesmerizing, and the payoff certainly rewarding. You can almost see yourself walking around a frozen room undetected. And then suddenly, it's over and you wonder where that 6 minutes went. I feel like if someone wanted to sneak by me, they'd have a good six minutes to do so as long as this was playing. One of the most spectacular ambient tracks I've ever heard.


2\\Paralysed\\Nilüfer Yanya

"Strange dreams and weather \\ they have taught me a lesson \\ I hear strained screams from heaven \\ singin', 'Save me'"

Every one of Miss Yanya's spectacular strengths are showcased on this sharp highlight from her impeccable debut, Miss Universe. A perfect example of what Pitchfork once called her "brilliantly nonchalant guitar soul," it's a track that bounces and bobs with ease while she sings of the paralyzing agony of love. I absolutely adore that the ladies are shredding these guitars and showing the dudes how it's done these days. In a year that saw TOOL's resurrection, that is no easy feat and a huge compliment in my book. One of my favorite songs of the decade from the moment I heard it.




1\\Pneuma\\TOOL

"We are born of One Breath \\ One Word \\ We are all One Spark \\ eyes full of wonder"

One morning, whilst driving to work, I turned this song up to 11 in my car. My commute is about the length of the track on a good day (which, for the record, is 11:54 — making it my longest #1 ever), so it was my sole soundtrack on this particular journey. Though my first reaction wasn't quite like these guys, I had been soaking up the song for a week or so, picking apart its intricacies. With songs like these, you pretty much need at least one dedicated listen for every instrument involved before it truly clicks. Like Fear Inoculum as a whole, there is a lot to digest. But that morning, it finally hit me. I heard "Pneuma" for the "first time."

Every note, each movement, the bizarre time signatures, Maynard's vocals and lyrics... it all came together into one "Aha!" moment. The kind of moment you crave with any good piece of music — when the world fades away and the rest of your senses join in with synesthetic glee. I almost forgot that I was driving to work as it's majesty enveloped me. I had uncovered another musical masterpiece from a band that has many under their belt. In an increasingly impatient world, the rewards of true patience are ever so vital and glorious.

The word "pneuma" comes from the ancient Greek meaning "breath," and within religion and philosophy has come to represent "the vital spirit, soul, or creative force" of a person. I've definitely found myself in spiritual flux as I reassess my position in this increasingly chaotic world the last few tumultuous years. In fact, I think it's safe to say society in general is at a "spiritual crossroads" of sorts. We definitely could use a little reawakening. So, what better way to close this turbulent decade than with a larger-than-life, New Agey metal reminder to "wake up, remember?" Behold: an unexpected anthem for our time, and my song of 2019.

Again... watch this when you get a chance. It is so pure, and good, and true.




Sunday, December 29, 2019

Favorite Songs of 2019: 50-26


Each song links to a video of it when available. Dig in.
(Cheat and go straight to the Top 25)


50\\Stratosphere \\by Beck


49\\Melt\\by Nilüfer Yanya

48\\Japan (feat. Saint Sinner)\\by Tycho

47\\Truth Hurts\\by Lizzo

46\\ Cute\\by Kiefer

45\\Angels\\by Nilüfer Yanya

44\\Hate CD\\by Steve Lacy

43\\Love is a Parasite\\by Blanck Mass

42\\Needed\\by Rhye

41\\Quiet Children\\by Eluvium

40\\Obsessed\\by Hatchie

39\\Cry Cry Cry\\by Coldplay


38\\Something Keeps Calling (feat Rob Bacon)\\by Raphael Saadiq

37\\Jumpin' Jack\\by Stef Chura

36\\Death in Midsummer\\by Deerhunter

35\\Nina\\by Crumb

34\\Hey, Ma \\by Bon Iver


33\\Dolphin\\by Panda Bear

32\\Without a Blush\\by Hatchie

31\\
Some Place Else\\by MorMor

30\\This World Is Drunk\\by Raphael Saadiq


29\\Not the News\\by Thom Yorke

28\\Not Enough\\by Benny Sings

27\\Barefoot In the Park (feat. ROSALIA)\\by James Blake


26\\Contact\\by Big Thief

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Favorite Albums of 2019: 40-11

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pop



39
 Quiet Signs \\ Jessica Pratt
folk



38
 Blessing in Disguise \\ Elaquent
instrumental hip hop



37
 New Rain Duets \\ Mary Lattimore and Mac McCaughan
classical/experimental



36
 Stuffed & Ready \\ Cherry Glazer
rock/dream pop



35
 Hyperspace \\ Beck
synth pop/rock



34
 Spirit \\ Rhye
r&b/jazz/pop



33
 Forevher \\ Shura
pop



32
 Assume Form \\ James Blake
electronic/pop/r&b




31
 Weather \\ Tycho
electronic/IDM/chillwave




30


29
 Animated Violence Mild \\ Blanck Mass
electronic/industrial




28
 We Are Not Your Kind  \\ Slipknot
metal



27
 Everyday Life \\ Coldplay
pop/rock




26
 Buoys \\ Panda Bear
psychedelic/electronic




25
 City Pop \\ Benny Sings
pop/dance



24
 Outer Peace \\ Toro y Moi
electronic dance/chillwave




23
 Jimmy Lee \\ Raphael Saadiq
r&b





22
 Life Metal \\ 
Pryoclasts \\ Sun O)))
experimental drone metal




21
 DSVII \\ M83
electronic instrumental/ambient




20
 House of Sugar \\ (Sandy) Alex G
folk/rock



19
 Caligula \\ Lingua Ignota
experimental/gothic/classical/metal(?)





18
Piano Works \\ Eluvium
classical piano



17
 Loom Dream \\ Leif
ambient electronic





16
 Jinx \\ Crumb
rock/dream pop



15
 Deceiver \\ DIIV
shoegaze/rock/dream pop



14
 Anak Ko \\ Jay Som
dream pop/rock




13
 Lost Girls \\ Bat for Lashes
synth pop




12
 Remind Me Tomorrow  \\ Sharon Van Etten
rock




11
 Agora \\ Fennesz
ambient electronic


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